Dear Confused Self
Your humming come from a place of uncertainty Uncertainty about two rights and no rights like the heroine cast in the chase of both enemies; momentarily lost in what to do and not I hold still like the cat of the nine lives but almost at the edge of the four legged wood When the weight of fear engulfs me The me held beneath the sea of indecision of losing what I have to chase dreams unbeknownst to me I shudder like a lizard caught in the monsoon rains Because I fear who I am... and will My heart bleeds with tears- hot like the blacksmith axe I am lost Indecision assails me Bankruptcy restricts me Emotions debilitates me Fear grips me Friends scorn Family questions Will I become a laughing stock? To keep face with stiff smile While my heart becomes of a stone But I do not want to be lost Please help me...